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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Feelings/ 9:17 PM my hand hurts..and i hate being injured....it sucks like hell... Anyways, i wanna ask whats soo great about liking someone or being liked by someone?? Maybe it has its advantages like belonging, knowing you're loved..those kinda things...but whats so great bout that...maybe once you've got a tase of the above, you'll want it again and again. That's one of the reasons i do not want to get attached or like someone...maybe i'll like someone but it won't be a serious thing...just a passing feeling. I Refuse to fall for anyone soon and be dependant on that person...i need to feel like i'm in control and that i'm independant. So that's kinda why i don't wanna like anyone... And also i do not want to be responsible of all the responsibilities you'd have in a relationship (get what i mean) I DO NOT want to make a promise to someone i like and end up breaking it....one thing i am is that i keep my promises... Anyway, because of all the reasons above, i've refused to get involved with anyone. I do not want to end up hurting or being hurt by anyone. I've explained myself.... I'm just not willing to risk hurting someone i care for. Too sleepy now....nights Labels: emotionally unstable |
