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Monday, October 26, 2009
Run/ 8:11 PM omg...i am soo freaking bored to death right now...and i guess nows just one of those periods in ure life where you feel everything is like shit...ugh... Im soo lazy to go to school, im soo lazy to care bout it, im soo lazy to do anything actually.... i dun wanna do it anymore and pretend that i care! im sooo sick of all the pretenses and all the shit. I wanna go out, i dun wanna stay at home. I wanna live my life the way i want to and not how someone think i SHOULD live my life like. I wanna get far faraway from here. I wanna run and never look back. I wanna have the freedom to be me and never have to be afraid of someone taking that away from me. I wanna grow up as fast as possible, i wanna get my own place, i wanna run. When will all this stop? never. How long much longer can i take it? not much longer. Will i go crazy if i pretend that this is not happening? yes. Do i wanna leave everything behind and just runtill my legs can not carry me any futher? definitely. What do you want? to be free. I dunnoe how much longer i can take all this crap and not have a serious mental meltdown. I'm sooo fucking sick of it all.....I wanna run! "We're running to the edge of the world. Running, running away. We're running to the edge of the world. I don't know if the world will end today." Labels: emotionally unstable |
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
ABORTION!!!!/ 10:01 PM Month One. Hi Mommy! I am only 3/4 of an inch long, But I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat Is my favorite lullaby. Month Two. Mommy, Today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me You could definitely tell that I am a baby. I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three. You know what Mommy, I’m a boy! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don’t like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, And I cry with you even though You can’t hear me. Month Four. Mommy, My hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine But I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes And stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five. You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I’m not a baby. I am a baby, Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what’s abortion? Month Six. I can hear that doctor again. I don’t like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can’t get away from it! Mommy! Help me! Month Seven. Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus’s arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn’t you want me, Mommy? Every abortion is just… One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. If you’re against abortion, repost. And people who say abortion isn’t killing a life, whatever. okay, i totally agree with almost everything except the part bout being in jesus's arms....sorry doods..... Labels: SAY NO |
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
rant post/ 10:18 AM hey, Oh, i was sooooo angry and pissed off the other day....kinda walked my anger off from dhoby to bugis...well you might say its not THAAAT far, but i beg to differ, everything seems far when ure in freaking heels...it was a good walk off tho... and when i reached bugis, i got into a cab and just sat in the lil smelly and uncomfortable cab, steaming in anger, as in literally, i felt so hot, well not really,more of a like warm feeling all over (bad kinda warm feeling!) and its bad enough that i was already angry, the taxi driver took me for a ride! (not that sex kinda ride....ewww gross) he took me all the way to kallang, then paya lebar the durian street there and then went one whole freaking round just to get to my place...oh the frustration i felt....FUCKER! So when we finally reached the stooooopid place, i threw at him the fair and slammed the cab door, well not before i put in a few words of what i thought of him...well an asshole pretty much... and yeah that was it! (pretty much...at least) however, i dun wanna end this post with me bein angry and pissed...well, with regards to the previous post, dinner was awesome!! had chilli crab and cakes for dessert! weeee! after, we headed to clark quay for a girls night out! weeee!  I'M EATING MR. KRAB!!!!! weeeeee Labels: rant post |
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Thursday, October 8, 2009
dinner resv/ 10:50 PM hooray!!! dinner with the beautiful people tmr! hahaa i cant wait!! soooo SEXCITING!!!!! Labels: random post 101 |
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movies/ 1:50 AM Hey ho! weee!! watched 2 movies on the same day! hahah, cloudy with a chance of meatballs and surrogates! i must say the first one was entertaining and out of the world ideas, but oh ho ho surrogates took it to a whole new level...the story is soo cool and i dunnoe it seems like sth that could prolly happen in the far future, which makes it scary much! weehehe, the twists in the stories kept it spicy....and overall i enjoyed the movie alot...well both movies alot...hahaha one was childish and the other more serious and action based.... hahaha one move im looking forward to is 2012...omg what an epic movie....i cant wait!!! weee! see ya! Labels: movie |
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
PMS RAGE!!!/ 11:13 PM |
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makeover + urban sports/ 12:59 PM Hey people!!! i've just updated my blog and gave it a whole new makeover! weee sooo exciting...hahahah i think my blogskin is soo cute...hahah kinda reminds me of ME! hahahah im crazy that way you see... Well anyways! school is going to reopen soon and im dreading it! but im looking forward to it at the same time! seeing all my classmates and bullying wilson will be sooo fun! weeehehehe Weather veli good! hahahha! inside joke people... HO! Nad and ram showed me this urban sports video which are hilarious!! Its called Neg's urban sports. And here, he'll come up with stupid games in which you can earn points....sadly tho, cant post it up on here so i'll just give you the link to discover it urselves! http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=negs+urban+sports&search_type=&aq=0&oq=negs+ hahhaa enjoy! Labels: random post 101 |
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Monday, October 5, 2009
The girl who silenced the world for 5 mins./ 5:49 PM i love how she delivered the speech....WEE!! CHANGE THE WORLD!!!! Labels: random post 101 |
