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Sunday, September 20, 2009
HARI RAYA 2009!/ 5:51 PM Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!! The day finally came and for some weird reason or rather, it didnt feel all that special to me. (oh besides the getting money part, it wasnt all that special) I woke up sleepy and groggy and irritated. Felt tooo lazy to be up and about going from house to house and pretend to care bout what the next person is talking about. First house was my grandmas on my dads side. Okay i admit other than the money, my grandma makes the bessst ayam rendang in the whole wide world!!hehehe and i am proud to say i stole some chicken from the kitchen only to be smacked on the butt by my grandma..heh heh heh...Still got away with the chicken in one piece tho... Second house, my grandmas on my mums side. Aaaahh, this i dun mind at all, went there and gossip about talking bout whos the newest trouble maker or whos the newest junkie. hhaha, haaah, fun time! Getting interrogated by my distant aunt asking if i already have a boyfriend and getting irritated by this old mak cik who kept saying i was pretty and wanting to match make me with some dood... Third house, my great grandmas on my mums side again. The infamous chain smoker of Marl REDs...hahha yeap there i said it, my great grandmas smoking like a chimney and is still kicking! dun really like it there tho, alot of people that i guess i dun really know and dun really socialize with. As all families have it, theres a good side and a bad side...well sad to say, this was the bad side. hahaha got out of there alive tho, Zafirah save me from boredom by gossiping and bitching. hahaha. And now im back home! well, it was okay as a whole. but i am too old and too lazy to this again and again year after year....BORING! Labels: Hari RayA |
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Friday, September 11, 2009
funny!/ 7:48 PM Hey ya people! a friend of mine showed me this video on youtube i just find it simply adorable and funneh! so i thought i shall share it with you guys too! enjoy!!! hahaha Labels: random post 101 |
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
boring/ 7:59 AM HEy ho! gosh todays a fucking boring day. makes me wonder why the hell didnt i get a gun and blow my brains out. Everyday seem to be the same o same o. makes me wonder what else there is... oh well, slept like a freaking pig (what ram would say) last night, tired as fuck! I prolly should go do sth productive eh? but im toooo lazy!!! why cant my life be as exciting as it is in the movies or television shows or even lame ass story books....at least sth gets turned in to a pumpkin...oh wait i forgot, coz its all not real! reality sucks thats why men invent mediums such as movies and stories to escape and dull the pain. if reality wasnt such a bitch then we wouldnt need entertainment or happy endings now do we? reality is the annoying, painful hang nail that you just want to pluck out and get rid off once and for all but for the love of christ (hah yeah riight....looove..hahah!) just simply cant no matter how much you want to. oh well, back to sleeping then... Labels: random post 101 |
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
revelation/ 3:05 PM Losing. A word we all are familiar with. Something that all of us have indeed gone through more than once. Could have lost in a game or could have lost someone dear and special to you. Losing someone, dear and close to your heart is never easy. Especially when you can only stand by and watch the person moving further and further away out of your own reach. Sad enough to say, I for one have experienced this more than once. Oh so sad actually. But theres a point of time in everyones life that they wake up, open their eyes and realize that nothing last forever. Not even the sweetest, purest of things. We stop dreaming and thinking that life is as easy as we see it. Yes, it maybe hard, it may hurt but that doesnt mean you stop living. It doent mean you stop loving. And it also doesnt mean you'll forget. A once lovely and blossoming friendship fades to black and white. Part and parcel of life. Not that im not used to it, but losing is always something so sad. Not that i'll hurt forever, but i'll hurt knowing all the memories we created together, remembering. Not that i dun love you enough to just let you go, but i love you soo much that i'm letting you go. "If you love something you set it free and hope it comes back to you. If it doesnt you wish the very best for that person and that he/she is happy wherever he/she may be" And i've accepted this. I'm glad. I'm happy. I'm sad. I'm hurt. but most of all....I'm always here. Even the the sweetest and purest of things must come to an end. |
