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Monday, March 30, 2009
Sticks and Stones Will Break My Bones?/ 12:44 AM Sticks And Stones Will Break My Bones But Words Will Never Hurt Me And the million dollar question is, WHO IS THE IDIOT WHO CAME UP WITH THIS? Just a few days agos(ahem...) someone said something really hurtful though not to me directly but it still had the power to make me fell really torn apart that someone could and would say that. I know they do not understand but thats another deadly weapon other than words. Ignorance. The world is filled with lots of different people i guess, those who understands, those who don't, and those who don't give a damn. It's best if you come across the first and good ifg you come across the latter but you're damn unlucky if you come across the last one. Coz they'll act like they understand but rarely do. To them, the world revolves around them and ONLY them. Others come second or last and they say words that they know will hurt the other party but dun give a damn bout it. I some times get fed up by these people but most of the time i seize to care, coz caring takes up soo much energy which could be put to good use rather then concerning myself with what people say. Just that sometimes the people you thought as friends says those stuff bout you and it just puts you off balance. IF you cant trust them, then whats the point of being friends in the first place. I keep catching myself wondering that i'll be better off alone without anyone. Don't depend on anyone coz no one is dependable. Depend only on oneself and NEVER ever get too comfortable with someone coz you never know when he/she will let you down. I'm soo sick and tired of this.... Trust...hah...what is it anyway? Labels: emotionally unstable, random post 101, rant post |
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Sunday, March 29, 2009
FOC/ 2:00 PM ANUBIS OI!! SAH(sth like that lah..haha) !!!! ANUBIS OIII!!! HZZ-SAH! (again, sth like that...)!!! ANUBIS OOOIII!!! WE ARE THE BEST AND WE KILL THE REST!!! *alternate version* WE ARE THE BEST AND WE TRASH THEIR ASS!!! It's been 2 days since the end of NPSU FOZ 09/10 Camp and for the most part of it, it was awesome, meeting new people from different courses and schools. However, not all part of the camp were fun coz we had to wait around ALOT...and i meant ALOT! Anyhooo, I shall get into details of events worth mentioning instead of listing it all out all of it like some stoopid ass..hahah Day 1 EVENT #1 Upon reaching the venue (we were an hour late by the way...ooopsie! haha) we were lead to The sports complex where we were separated into different groups and then sub-groups. Nad was poested to HORUS aka God of The Sky and I was posted to ANUBIS aka The God of Death (really love my group name btw...wahahah) So after, we played the "Cinderella" Game We had to blindfold ourselves and the GLs would randomly pair us up with the opposite gender and of course there were some unlucky souls who got paired up with the same gender. hahha. Anyhooo, i was paired up with this dude named Jivevin and from the get-go we talked and talked like we knew each other since forever, haha, even the GLs asked whether we knew each other before hand. The Meanie GLs called us the worst pair they ever came across coz we were tooo talkative, hahha WTF. So then they suddenly made my partner lie down on the ground and took a chair and placed it so that he's inbetween the legs of the chair and made me sit on top of the chair, but little did i know they were taking pictures of it...WTH lah... Our partners then became our MASS DANCE PARTNERS!! Event #2 MASS DANCE!!! wahahhah FUN FUN FUN!!! The steps were extremely EASY and Jive and I kept making our own steps to make it cooler ahhaha, Jive is a hip-hop dancer (i think) and i'm just awesome! hahahha Event #3 COMING SOON WAS DA BOMB!!! HAHAHHA!!! people kept screaming...gosh...wth....just a movie...and all throughout the movie i kept telling my friends how CIOBU the "GHOST" is....SOOO BODOH LAh!! hahah and apparently the stoopid sound system kept cocking up so i decided to entertain my friends by making my own dialog, hahhah funny sia... Event # 4 NIGHT WALK!!!! wahahha, it was the lamest thing ever ever ever....well my male partner is lame lah...Made me walk infront and he follows from way way way back. And when The GLs ask why, i shouted across the block to tell them he was a coward! hahah, night walk, nothing much i guess...saw STUFF as usual...not shocking anymore...booohooo :( BUT BUT!! the EXCITING THING IS!!! BLK 50 is the MOST MOST MOST Haunted block in NGee ANn, and guess what? Its my block! WAHAHAH END OF DAY 1 Day 2 Event #1 We had games!! and the stations were fun! Station 1 : was sOOO GROSS!! there was this pail filled to the brim with squid, bbq sauce, oyster sauce and tomato sauce and shit like that, the smell was horrible!! and we had to submerge our hand into the pail to find a marble in 30 secs, i wasnt disgusted by putting my hand in there but the smell was awful and i wanted to puke after that..hahah Station 2 : MUD SLIDE!!! hahah, this was extremely fun! there was this huge sheet of plastic laid on the hill and they splashed soap, water to make it slippery and at the end of the whole slide was a pool of mud! hahha and as usual, i was the first girl to go and did a body surf! hahh awesome stuff man! other stations were okay i guess...hahah End Of Day 2 Day 3 Event #1 Water games!!!! infiltrate the base games, it was extremely fun though i manage to stay dry for most part of the game,i got nad with a water bomb!! WHEEEEEEEE!!! hahahha it was funny!!! Event #2 Campfire!!! it was okay i guess i only paid attention to my group skit hahah, oopsie!! Event #3 HOPNITE!!! hahah OMFG affin awesome time! steph, nad and i started opening up circles which somehow get broken by peopl who dont know what the hell a cirle is for in the first place! hahah well, all in all it was a freaking awesome night! After HOPNITE which ended like at 3 am, we had OWN TIME OWN TARGET! and we are to sleep at our own risk! hahha those who slept got their legs, arms vandalised and faces smeared toothpaste...sad sad man...bored souls man...hahhaa anyways i slept anyways but nth happened to me coz nad was there to protect me!! WHEEEE I LOVE YOU NAD!!! End Of Day 3 Day 4(last day) Going home time!! it was really sad, loads of our GLS cried and we had this emo sing along session as well as picture taking session, both took a hell lot of a time...and in the end the camp ended...was kinda a biuttersweet moment...I'll definitely miss all my GLs as well as the many many friends i made at the camp and i was also thankful it was over coz that means MY OWN COMFY BED TO SLEEP ON AGAIN!!!! WHEEEE!! hahahha, anyhooooooooo, just wanna give a shout out to BABIES GLS, Doreen, David and las tbut not least MANNAN!!!!! I MISS YOU GUYS!!! and also to the awesome BABIES!! hahahha FOC 09/10 ROCKED!!! Labels: camps, ngee ann poly |
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Monday, March 23, 2009
Sticks and stone will break my bones?/ 2:48 PM Sticks And Stones Will Break My Bones But Words Will Never Hurt Me And the million dollar question is, WHO IS THE IDIOT WHO CAME UP WITH THIS? Just a few days agos(ahem...) someone said something really hurtful though not to me directly but it still had the power to make me fell really torn apart that someone could and would say that. I know they do not understand but thats another deadly weapon other than words. Ignorance. The world is filled with lots of different people i guess, those who understands, those who don't, and those who don't give a damn. It's best if you come across the first and good ifg you come across the latter but you're damn unlucky if you come across the last one. Coz they'll act like they understand but rarely do. To them, the world revolves around them and ONLY them. Others come second or last and they say words that they know will hurt the other party but dun give a damn bout it. I some times get fed up by these people but most of the time i seize to care, coz caring takes up soo much energy which could be put to good use rather then concerning myself with what people say. Just that sometimes the people you thought as friends says those stuff bout you and it just puts you off balance. IF you cant trust them, then whats the point of being friends in the first place. I keep catching myself wondering that i'll be better off alone without anyone. Don't depend on anyone coz no one is dependable. Depend only on oneself and NEVER ever get too comfortable with someone coz you never know when he/she will let you down. I'm soo sick and tired of this.... Trust...hah...what is it anyway? Labels: emotionally unstable, random post 101, rant post |
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Friday, March 20, 2009
Belated Bdae Chalet!/ 9:13 PM Oh My Affin Gawd. The day that Nad and I had prepared for weeks before has finally passed. However i keep thinking to myself why must time fly by soo fast when we're having ABSOLUT *hehehe* fun! Well, organising and carrying out the chalet plans and such is soo stressing coz i kept trying to make sure everyone is having enuf food and fun at the same time. Since i dun wanna bore you guys to death, i shall just highlight certain events thats worth mentioning haha. It WAS SOO MUCH FUN!! (maybe a lil too much) Event #1 Cake cutting ceremony?! hahah, well the awesome cake extraordinair, damien, baked me a birthday cake which was absolutely MOUTH ORGASMIC! hahah and i got to cut the cake with a scary looking knife AKA "Fluffy" damien's pet. AHHA Event #2 In order to cut the cake without much fuss, Damien had to sharpen his "Fluffy". So in the room full of guys busily talking, he entered and mumbled sth russian-ish before proceeding to sit at one corner of the room and starts sharpening his "Fluffy" while looking at the guys. The room fell deathly silent with all the guys in the room turning and staring at Damien. HAHA! WTH... *imagination going wild* Damien:Hmmm, So Which one of you suckers going first? (while giving his attention to the knife he is sharpening) Guys: *Audible Gulps* Before Running out of the room screaming like girls. HAHAHA!! Event #3 While Hanging outside as a whole group, we made a bet with Ram that he WILL NOT last 15 mins without saying a single swear word. Soo we tried our utmost best to irritate the shit out of him. Key Weaknesses 1)Piercings 2)Hair 3)Gayness/Pansy-ness/Wussie-ness (WTH...hahaha) "Ram your piercings are sooo gay! They are ugly" "Ram your hair looks soo lame, it sucks...lame lah..." "Ram...i think you are like Arvind" ETC.ETC. But to no avail :( So we decided to stop insulting him and just start a normal, "civilised" conversation. Danial, apparently the victim here, started talking to him normally and Ram slipped the F word. Oh-Oh, Ram lost the bet and owes me yet another forfeit! woohooo! And Danial got smacked. hahahha (poor thing) Event #4 Ram being the idiot that he is, just HAD to do something stoopid and that something involved a bottle of Tobasco and His stomach. The Stoopid Fool just had to down the whole bottle of ToBasco. Gosh, for what? R.E.S.P.E.C.T. AND he must go without water for 2 mins, it was a classic moment, one that i'll always remember coz it Ram CRIED!!! hahahha okay lah, not cry, Teared, but oh well, close enuf. Videos of this event was recorded, wahahah, BLACK MAIL!! BLACK MAIL!!! Event #5 Those who stayed over got bored and decided to go to OCH just for the hell of it. Mainly Nad,Jerome,Siddiq,Zul,Ram,Damien,Venka,Danial and Me. Once we got in we kinda stood around and finally got creeped out and decided to leave. Plus the fact that it was MALAM JUMAAT *jeng jeng jeng* and also that the cops suddenly came, hahha. Pheew, didnt get caught! There are many, many other events that took place on the night of the chalet but i shall stop here. hahha I hope the chalet was a success? alah alah, fine lah, a moderately good Chalet at least! hahah And i hope that those who could make it to the chalet had a blast. Thanks for coming and for the gifts as well!! You guys are truly Awesome!! P.S: Special Special Thanks to NAdI NUTS who planned, organised and making this chalet happen! I LOVE YOU!!!! hahha Labels: chalets, happy birthday, have fun, party |
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
OMFG!!!BOW DOWN/ 2:36 AM OMFG!!! Check out the cool and sexy moves by these umm boys of about 8-10 years of age? wow they even put beyonce to shame! HAHA!! Awesome stuff man, i love the boy in the orange shorts and also te overall white one with red tie..hahha i think they danced splendidly and NO I AINT NO PEDO!! hahha SOOOO AWESOME!!! Labels: random post 101 |
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Sunday, March 15, 2009
Liverpool! Outstanding Match/ 11:57 PM Hey!! Okay, i know its late and i bet theres like loads of other people who've posted about this, but oh well, this is for my sake!! LIVERPOOL WON!!!! It was a pretty amazing match! Who would have thought a score of 4-1 at the end of the match! I have to say that Man-U was a lil sloppy, not that i know much bout soccer and i'm not taking anyone sides here, i'm a rugby girl, but the last goal was a total WTH!??!? The keeper should have and COULD have blocked the ball. Well thats just my oppinion lah...haha Anyways, it was a really interesting match, maybe i shall start watching soccer instead of just rugby only...hahaha Liverpool, 4-1 against Man-U, WHAT ARE THEY UP TOO MAN??? I guess We'll just have to wait and see huh? hahahha |
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
Love you bro/ 10:39 PM I miss my brother!!!!!!!! Okay so today was THE day where my brother enlisted to the army and where he will change from "BOYS to become MEN" Oh WOW!! hahha Watching the oathing ceremony and such made me tear up a lil coz i really reminded me of the days i had in NPCC and when we used to recite our pledge. The camaraderie and those stuff, being in a squad/platoon...haiz...the good old days... Anywho, back to the current topic, well after that we got to have lunch with each other before we have to leave PULAU TEKONG. Oh yeah i forgot to mention that right, my brothers camp is on Pulau freaking Tekong! While the enlistees were having lunch with their families, some were there alone. I felt sooo sad for them, eating alone while watching the others being fussed over by parents, siblings, partners...it was seriously heartbreaking. There was one guy who sat one table away from us, eating his lunch alone and i decided to ask my brother to go talk to him and make a friend so that he wont feel sooo alone. And being the good-hearted person he is, he went, and realised that that dude was going to be his bunk mate, surprise surprise huh? so after saying our farewells, they fall-in at the parade square and finally marched towards (i dunnoe where). And we finally head home. and now is only 11pm on the SAME day, and i already miss my brother really badly....its just soo different without him ard...i have no one to really take care off, i feel soo lost and useless right now... hahha i guess i'll have to deal with it and just wait till he gets back!!! I LOVE YOU BRO!!! this post is dedicated to all the guys/gals serving the counrty and especially to my BROTHA (DUH!!!) P.S: I got an ipod touch!!!! P.P.S: but i feel soo stoopid using it...hahahha |
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Uneventful Day, NOT!!!/ 11:42 PM Halo people Today was an okay day i guess, a day where i could relax a lil...firstly, i met up with my besties nad and ashes who was accompanied by Amelia, Ashes saving grace as i might call it, hahha and we made our way to school! why why why? to collect our SGCs STUDENT GRADUATION CERTIFICATE And on it was some testimonial written by my very own form teacher the LOVELY MDM SHAHERAH!!! hahaha and when i read my own testimonial, i felt very impressed with myself, HAHA!! I mean i do agree that i've done most of the things written there but the way it was phrased made it look grander then it actually is...hahaha all in all it was a great effort put in by my beloved MDM Shaherah, hahha, and i thank you for bullshit-ing some stuff for me! :P Anywhos, my testimonial was pretty long since it consisted both front and back page of the paper thingy, hahaha, i guess theres alot of bullshit you can say bout me huh? hahah After, we went to macs for dinner, well they had dinner while i waited for my brother so we cold go to IICHIBAN(i think thats how its spelt..haha) and yeah since he's going off for NS at PULAU TEKONG (oh the poor kid..haha) i decided to give him a treat. Dinner was awesome as always, and then we made our way home and thats where he started telling me all his problems being in a relationship... I only have one thing to say, THANK GOD I'M SINGLE! hahhaa or else i'd have to put up with all this petty fights and bullshitz...gosh i dunnoe how they do it man.. Words of wisdom Relationship Sucks The Life Out Of Ya!! But that doesnt mean i cant date around!! :P *wink wink* P.S: I got my eye-candy for 2 years number when i bumped into him on the bus earlier today. YAY! :D P.P.S: but now i actually have to text him first...BOOOO!!!:( P.P.P.S: Oh freak it... Labels: best friends, relax, school |
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Monday, March 9, 2009
Too many thoughts/ 7:31 PM Hey, okay so i've decided to do another post today coz i seriously have no idea when is the next time i'll be posting shitz on my blog due to the HECTIC,HECTIC schedule i've been given for the next week. Though i've not much time for my lonesome self, this thought has kept poking me(figuratively lah....dun be stoopid) ever since, hmm forever. I keep wondering if people really value their life. If it makes sense to commit suicide over some problem that maybe you are not or never will be in control of. What is it really that makes them kill themselves? or even just to HURT themselves? What is it really that pushes one THAT FAR to cause physical harm to oneself? I can't possibly ask them on a count that they ARE dead. So it really puzzles me. are their problems THAT bad till they have to "ESCAPE" (as one might call it) by killing themselves or is it just sheer ignorance of the value of being alive that they think its nothing and could just kill themselves. I sometimes wonder, since they've got balls to actually kill themselves, wouldnt they have the courage as well to face the problems that haunts them every waking hour? Or am i mistaken, that killing oneself doesnt require courage at all to actually take the final step in ending it all. Maybe its the other way round, by not having courage at all to face their problems, they run away from it till there's no where else to run and in the end the only thing they can do is kill themselves. But in my opinion, thats not really the case. For one to pull the trigger, for one to take that ONE step off the roof, for one to hold the razor and cut oneself i think that takes courage even though its used in a "bad/wrong" way, courage is still courage. Or maybe its just that sudden burst of courage to end it all. hmmm, interesting really if you think of it. I've had friends who confide in me and telling me all their problems and at the end of it all they say they rather die than live and face the problem. And for some weird reason i always get pissed off when someone says that to me, especially after i hear the reason WHY they want to kill themselves over. It pisses me off coz they think life is nothing and can just give it up in a snap just coz of something sooo sooo petty. If they think that their problems are worth killing themselves over, then i wouldn't know what they'll do if they are faced with much serious and bigger problems some of us face in life. Some people with worst off life find the means to survive, to ride it out coz they have a reason to live, to triumph and make a better life for themselves when the time comes. Thats one of the strong reasons why some of us put up with the shit life has thrown at us in hopes (more like determination) to make something better of our lives in the future. These people, i admire and These people, i respect. hmm even after the end of this post, i believe i'll still be haunted by these puzzling questions... Labels: random post 101 |
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AWOL!! MUCH/ 6:57 PM Tired...SOOOOO tired... Hey guys, i'm soooo dead beat right now. I've been up most nights(like i've never done that since i was on break...but this is different) looking through documents after documents. Sounds serious huh? Well, IT IS!!! I've been typing out some(MOST) documents for my dad ever since i stopped school while waiting for poly to start. So anyhow, there's been some MAJOR, MAJOR, MAJOR error about all of the documents...(Stoopid MOFOs) So anyhow, i've been attending "meetings" cause they need to make sure that I know what the errors are so that i can correct them ASAP. WTF LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *mumbles* I better get paid EXTRA man.... Okay so i've been looking through all the documents and also attending this stoopid "meetings" where i seriously feel like a small kid in a room full of old-almost-dying son of a biatches. All that i'm thankful for is that, this is all NOT MY FAULT Nyehehehehe I only typed out the documents given to me dood, the errors are made by some idiot who i guess about now is getting it from everyone. However, due to HIS/HER mistakes, I have to freaking suffer for it coz i have to sit in a room filled with OLD AND DYING PEOPLE!!!! BORING MUCH!! Anywho, some are quite nice to me, but the rest can just go and die lah! Okay i'm sorry, i didn't realise that i was venting, hahah Since i'm ashamed for having vent to all you people out there, i shall end my unsual post here. P.S: I need sleep P.P.S: This is freaking causing me to have eye bags.. P.P.P.S: Someone is going to die... |
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Thursday, March 5, 2009
Past and Present/ 10:04 AM Hey People! What do you think of MY New Blogskin? I decided to give my blog a lil sprucing up since its been awhile and also coz i'm bored to DEATH at home right now... Anywho, I admit it's very simple but i guess taste change as time passes and besides, i was feeling simply-ish. HAHA! Wasnt in the mood for anything extravagant or IN-YOUR-FACE colourful! As i've said before previously, how my blogskin turns out is soley due to my mood when i was doing up my blogskin. Its kinda unpredictable, how my blog is gonna turn up. :P So anyhow, other than just sprucing up my blogskin just for the sake of having something to do, I also thought that maybe its a kinda symbolic gesture of change and how many of them i'll be experiencing soon. I don't expect poly life to be anywhere similar to Secondary school life, nor do i expect to meet similar people as well. In the weeks to come, i'll be experiencing constant change and as much as i don't want it, i DO want it as well. No more the life of uniforms, of having my exclusive cliques(I still MISS YOU GUYS ALOT!) but hello to everything new and scary, haha. I'm sure in time, i'll get used to the changes but time cannot cure the ache of missing all my best friends who I've bonded with and who have accepted me in the four years I was in TK. I'm certain we wont lose each other but not seeing each other as often as we used to will definitely make each one of us miss each other more and more. Friends like them only come once in a lifetime and I don't wish to let them go that easily (hahaha, i sound like a PSYCHO CLINGY FRIEND....*shivers*) So cheers to my new life, new friends and most importantly new beginnings. And ALSO cheers to my best friends, the time we had together and to the the past. Without a past, there wont be a present. I LOVE YOU GUYS :P Labels: ngee ann poly, random post 101, sappy shit, tanjong katong, thoughts |
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009
3rd of march again/ 3:20 AM Happy Birthday to me! happy birthday to me! happry birthday to meera! happy birthday to me! Yeap today is the day and its currently 3:30 am in the morning. I welcomed my birthday bt going out to supper with Alisha my dancing freak friend, hahaha and we went to macs since we lived near each other, and after got some drinks (heh heh heh) and cheers to a whole lot of things man! I wanna thank everyone who wished me happy birthday! especially NAD and RAM who called at midnight to wish me happy birthday, hahaha soo sweet of them hahaha, i love you guys! Oh well, i'm 17 as of today and well thats it...dunnoe wassup for today but oh well...lets wait and see.... Labels: happy birthday |
