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Sunday, March 30, 2008
TK CAMPCRAFT!!/ 7:18 PM Congratulations Tk Campcraft team 2008!!! WOW! It's all kinda unbelievable that we've made it this far but i guess seeing that both guys and girls team made it to the finals, it was all worth it!! Okay i know that the news is a good whole day late but still, i have to blog about it. Yesterday was really THE day for us after going through the postponing twice and eventhough we were mentelly prepared, we were still kinda nervous. I joked about at the holding area for the competitors. Fatin and i even made up a song. Siddiq, you should know about it...WAHAHAHA!! Okay anyways, i wanted to keep the mood light and everyone as calm as possible. So we did a little chanting. "badger badger badger badger mushroom MUSHROOM!! oooh theres a snake, theres a snake!" The girls team should know this best. Anyhow, the briefing was brief(lame pun intended) and that was it. We got to the pitch and got ready for our preliminary round. Long horn blast sounded, we got in, did what we had to do and got out. Judges came and went and it was all over. The girls felt happy and relieved and well, i couldn't wipe the smile off my face. We reached the exit and did a really really loud cheer as we were sooo happy that everything went quite well. Held the flag high up and ran to the guys.(this ended up in screaming as the ground on the other side was wet, muddy and slippery. hahah. Thank god no one fell) We wanted to do a cheer together but then we were blocking the way so we moved and well, did our cheer, for the FIRST time both guys and girls did our cheer together. "TK Campcraft number 1, WE ARE NUMBER ONE!!!!! WOOOHOOO!!" Now both teams are in finals. I CAN'T WAIT!! :P Labels: campcraft, CCA, Celebrations, competition, proud |
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
My Kaleidoscope of Feelings/ 9:00 PM Ben and jerrys is the best medicine to a really sucky day. Well i wont really get into the day coz i'm still kinda pissed(ben and jerrys can only do soo soo much) but just gonna type down my thoughts and feelings. Today was a kaleidoscope of feelings. Let me just break it down for ya. In the early morning, it was like a train wreck. In other words, CHAOS. Just these mixture of feelings. There was anger, pissy-off-ness, impatience and loads more. But then nearing 10 am or so, my feelings kinda mellowed down and it was all drive and determination all the way. At noon, i was hungy and well we went to eat duh. Calm and peacefulness was all i felt then. Nothing panicky or nervous just very relaxing. Then there was feelings of "yucks!" coz i had to take my medicine. And i choked on the third pill.(ooopsie, i'm sorry i hate swallowing pills) Then there was a feeling of "i'm gonna die!" and finally i came through and it was all gonna be fine as the pill went down. But after the pill went down, i felt "EEEWWW!!!" coz the taste was still there and it SUCKED!! After, the adranaline started to pump its way into my head and i was hypied out! And then there was the feeling of "ahhh, we're finally gonna do this" All the was in the bus trip, i felt calm and honestly, i was picturing what i'm gonna do to my hair and what i'm gonna wear for farewell party. (to take my mind off the comp) hehehe.... Then at the waiting hall, boredom crept into my mind and started telling stupid and retarded jokes. Made the rest laugh so mission accomplish! Dissapoinment came when they announced that the comp will be postponed to like 4:15 pm or something. Nevermind, everything is going to be okay. More boredom and sleepiness. At 4:15pm they announced that they will wait till 5:30 pm latest for the weather to let up. Impatience and pissy-off-ness swept throught me. Then came the Shock! at seeing a freak lighning. (damn it was freaking scary okay) After it was just restlessness and piss-off-ness at the anouncement that they might resume to tomorrow which was sunday(WTF!?!?!?) but then it was going to be postponed to neaxt saturday(affing lar!!) I just felt anger and sadness at the same time so i was kinda weird. Throughout the briefing, i was on the verge of tears coz i wanted to show them all of them that we can do it but whatever. Found my control, and no tears spilled. The bus journey was a blur. I kept slipping in and out of conciousness. just felt numb all the way home. Finally at home, everything spilled, no more reserved control but just raw me. Everything that i held back just burst to get out and i had one nice,long, overdued crying spell. When it was all over, i napped for an hour. I feel soo emotionally drained right now. I dont think i could be bothered with feeling. i feel nothing. After the whole day and all the feelings bombarding me, i no longer have the energy to feel. (now i know how emo ppl feel!!) Anyhow, with a tub of ben and jerrys and a meal from macs, i'm on my way to recovery!! on the road to mending is not a pretty sight. Thank god no one is seeing me like this. pphheeeww! Labels: campcraft, competition, emotionally unstable, shitty day |
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Friday, March 21, 2008
A letter for my dearest team mates/ 9:56 PM Hey ya'll!! well, this post is dedicated to all of the campcraft team members. Dear girls, Well, i guess this is it huh? Funny how time fly by without us realizing it. just a few months back we couldnt even really pitch up a tent properly but now, wooahh...soo pro already. haha All i'm trying to say is that, we've done our best and lets not regret a moment of our journey towards our ultimate goal. God knows i do not. Maybe there've been some tension every now and again but i'm really proud that you guys did not let that get in the way of our common goal. i'd like to thank our trainers for always being there for us. it was your support and both of our efforts that brought us here to this day. I just want to let you all know that i really appreciate all the advice and tips you gave us but most important is that you believe in us and that was the most essential element for us. For someone to believe in us, to believe that we could do it. I'll never forget it. I personally wanna thank Jinyi, our captain for being there for us and for supporting us all the way. We definitely couldn't have done it without you. And I also want to thank the team members, i'd like to take this opportunity to tell you guys that each and every one of you are precious to the team. You yourself may not know how precious you guys are but i do. We definitely would not have made it this far without each and every one of you guys. Even the reserves, do not think that you are unimportant. You are important. You guys have the most work to do even though you might not be in in all of the action but you guys have the most important job of all, and that is to remember all of our roles. It is not easy to do that, so i do commend you for your efforts. I really respect that. We've had our highs and lows throughout our whole journey and that was what made us more of a team. We stick together no matter how sucky or how great the day was. And i guess by going through that, we've become more of a team than we've ever had before. I believe that we can do it, we can conquer any obstacle if we put our minds to it and do it as a team. We've put in our best, I have no regrets whatsoever for being in campcraft. I've made friends, i've gotten closer to others. This would be one episode of my life i won't forget. Tomorrow is THE day. Let's do out best and have no regrets!! Most importantly, have fun. Yeap that's what i said, have fun and don't worry, we're gonna make it through!! LET'S KICK SOME ASS!!!! WWWOOOOOHHHHHOOOOO!!! Yours with love, MEERA Ps: LOVE YOU GUYS!! MY OWN CAMPCRAFT FAMILY!!! Labels: campcraft, competition, emotionally unstable |
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
SHUT UP MOTHAFCUKER/ 7:59 PM This is a post of complaint Okay i just have to say four words to say. and its FUCK YOU MR. _ _ _!!!!!! God i hate your freaking guts!!! okay well you might be curious about what happened so i'll tell you. it all started in the freaking morning, i took the bus to school right but then i accidentally left my ezlink card back at home and well when i boarded the bus, i paid 55cents and the driver was like where's your pass? and i said i do not have it with me. And guess what, he freaking asked me to pay the adult fare. I mean come on!! I'm in my school uniform, what the hell more do you want as proof. FUCK YOU TOO MR. BUS DRIVER!!! Well, that was the first bad inccident and the next well its not really anyones fault but mine. i was(still am) sick and have a really bad sore throat so that certainly pissed me off!! so well, whatever... Then when i reached school, the song just started (the song to indicate student that they should get to the assembly plaza) so i went to back to class and placed my bag and walked to the assembly grounds and once there, the music "stopped" and SOME MOTHERAFFER told us to make another line. (btw, the music sooo did not freaking stopped, it was just playing softly!!! RETARDED FUCKER!!) He then said that he'll call our parent and i was like WTF!!?!?!?!? So after flag raising ceremony, he talked to us and demanded that we be at the assembly grounds by 7:15 am....and i'm like i'm sooo not gonna be at the assembly grounds by then. so he said those who have problems with this, please step forward. so it was like only xin ci and i stepped forward. And he called our parents. Well, naturally, he pissed my mum off and was snapped at by my mum. Wahahah he can't do freaking nothing to me right. stupid MOTHAFCUKER! I'm sorry, but i'm not freaking bwing down to someone who is dumb! Oh, not only dumb but deaf too!!! OMG i swear i wanted to tell him to go to hell right then and there!!! So then he asked xin ci again after speaking to her mum and xin ci was like okaaaaay!! then he turned to me and asked whether i'll be at the assembly grounds by 7:15am? and i was like "I'll try" and turned and walked off. Please i'm not gonna let some retard have the last words. I'm not the type of person who would take SHIT quietly when i sooo know that i was not in the wrong. I REFUSE TO FUCKING GIVE IN!!! I'm not in the wrong so i not gonna take shit for what was assumed something that i did wrong. I'm just not that kinda person. And if you let him or anyone step all over you just because he's older, "smarter"(my freaking ass!!), he has a higher position than your just pathetic. I'm sorry but seriously you're gonna let people push you around?! i'm not gtaking that shit okay. I just can't Its not that i'm stubborn but if i'm truly not in the wrong, i refuse to dance to the retards tune. I'm the kinda person, if i really did sth wrong, i'll apologize even if i do not like apologizing but i'll do it. However, if i'm seriously not in the wrong, i DO NOT!! take it without a fight. PISS OFFFFF!!!! MOTHA AFFER!!! Labels: assholes, irritating, Motherfuckers, pissed off, stupid people |
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
103 post anniversary!!/ 12:02 AM OKAy!! THis is to celebrate my 103 post!!!(wow, would have thought that the blog would have died by now..haha) and since this is my 103 post, i think i'll talk about something deep and that meeans something to me, not my usual bullpoop but bout something that has been bothering me for pretty much, all my life...okay maybe not that drastic but at least my teenage life. Soo here goes... I've been sitting back and observing and dissecting peoples feelings, reactions and expressions but i still can't 100% get it. People say that it feels great to fall in love, to care alot about that significant other but from what i'm seeing, it's not that great at all. Maybe it's just me but couples get together and they get separated faster than i can say "LOVE". At the beginning, they are all dreamy eyed over one another and then the next they are tearing at each others limbs. When it's all finally over, they say it was a mistake. Is that really how easy it is for them? Do they feel nothing at all? I for one can never stop thinking about it. Maybe its the cycle that interests me, or maybe its the people but i don't see why they get into a realationship again and again knowing that they'll get hurt? And i definitely still do not get how easily they could "commit" to each other. It's like, i like you, you like me, let's jump in the relationship wagon! WHAT THE HELL?!?! i don't know, maybe i think too much, wonder too much but isn't it right to wonder and think too much about someone your going to commit to? What's going to happen in 5 10 years time? Will it only last a week? Would i still feel the same way tomorrow? Would HE feel the same way tomorrow? People would think that after getting dumped, people would be more cautious or wary to get into a relationship but noooo!! they just jump right in again!! I'd understand the occasional romance but every other day too??? After breaking up, you put yourself in the market again and then you break up again and then put youself on the market again. Cycle after cycle after cycle. This becomes a habit and nothing's special anymore coz it all have a sequence now. 1st this then that then this then that. ARRGHH!! And don't you think you'd look cheap? Don't you think you look easy in others eyes? You get into a relationship knowing that it will end and that it will one way or another hurt you enough to leave a scar. Then why do you go through it again and agian. Maybe its the frantic search for Mr./Mrs RIGHT. Maybe you can't stand being alone. Maybe its all a game to you. Maybe you want to be wanted. Maybe you want to belong. I would never know the answers to all my questions and i don't intend to find out anytime soon. I intend to lead a complication free life...well at least for now. But one things for sure, Relationships will always be one big puzzle to me. Other than that, i'm happy, i'm healty and i'm enjoying life to the fullest! That's all that counts!! To my hundred and third post!! PS: (response to nads post) To my beloved friends. Forever and always. Labels: emotionally unstable, random post 101, thoughts |
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Creepy Catfish!!/ 4:13 PM Hey hey hey!!! Okay, i have interesting facts.. Well, it all started with me watching Oprah Winfery Show last night. It was really educational!! She brought on her beloved doctor...well i dont really know what his name is, but the episode was called "Ask Dr. Oz" maybe you've heard of it, maybe you've watched it but last nights show was really informative. Well, if you've watched Grey's anatomy..(okay i know, where's the connection?!?) there was this episode where they were looking at an x-ray and it showed this small kinda like fish up some dudes penis...and well, one of oprahs fan asked whether there are such cases. And uuhem...there are such cases in the world that i has happened before..kinda scary huh, finding a small fish in your penis or virgina (sorry bout the language...but deal with it!) I've done some research of my own and it gets interesting by the minute!! Seriously. First of all, it is called candiru. It's a type of catfish. They are eel-shaped and translucent, so people won't even notice it if its swimming next to you. Not to worry that it'll bite you or something but what you have to worry about is that it'd would however wriggle up your virgina or penis as it is attracted to urine. And trust me, once in there, it loves it...and you can only get rid of it by undergoing an operation. It could be fatal if it is left in there and it'd grow and grow...FYI, it could grow up to 6 inches(15 cm). Scary huh. Where are these species of catfish found? well it's found in the Amazon so those of us not living there...THANK GOD!!!! but anyways, most of the common cases is that the victims went to the amozon and go in the water. Well, you know sometimes they need to go through a swamp of something...well how the hell should i know? but it's still scary!!! Just imagine, you find out theres some retarded catfish up your freaking *toot*! EEEEEEEEEEEEEE, i can't...i can't imagine!!!! wow, i guess we all learned something new here huh!! I guess thats all for todays post!!! see ya!! Labels: fast facts, random post 101 |
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Saturday, March 8, 2008
INCUBUS ROCKS!!! AAAWWOOO!!!/ 9:12 PM WOOOHOOO!!! I had a gggrrreaat time at the concert last night!!! INCUBUS ROCKS!!!! But i have to admit, if i wasn't with the people i was with, the concert wouldn't have been that fun...Afetr, we didn't go to vivo as planned instead we all went for sisha!!! wooohooo!!! It was freaking fun and chaotic...Nathans soo cute, he hasn't tried it in his life and choked...hahahha...and well there was this one joke i cant really remember what my brother said but nathan spat mouthful of water at his face...It was freaking funny!! hahahha... I did the waterfall thingy with the cup, hahah remember nad....hahah well, i got high pretty quick...hahah anyways, it was what 3 am when we finally finished with our sisha... The rest went...i dunnoe where they went but i crashed at nathans...and now, here i am...just came back from there...hahaha..whooops!! Anyways, nathan showed me this really retarded youtube vid...and i just had to post it here.... take a look!! nathan's just pervertic...thats why he knows bout this stuff and i have to show you another vid...a "Mockery" of david blaine i think this is part one...go search for the other parts yourself...i'm too lazy...i wanna sleep...seeing that i didnt get much sleep at nathans...stuppiddo zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... |
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Monday, March 3, 2008
Indian Thriller: whahahah!!/ 10:08 PM you have to and i mean HAVE TO watch this...hahahah!!!! kekek bodoh!! hahahahahhahahaahahahahhaahhahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Labels: indian shit |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUA!!!/ 9:17 PM 3rd Of MARCH!!! A special special day for me!!! wahahaha its my birthday, duh!!! Wooohooo, i'm finally 16...ahahha, though its nothing as compared to turning 18, but i'm on my way there!! hahah Well, we had this kinda exclusive party...there were only 5 of us, Me, Jana, Nad, Ashley and ashes...we had this dinner party at janas and everything was really classy...hahah, we cooked our own food!! and it turned out great!!! Really surprising... Ashley was in-charge of baking cake Nad and Ashes were in-charge of making baked potatoes Jana and I were in-charge of making pudding You should have seen the kitchen, it was such a disaster!!! it was like a tornado hit it....then there was sugar rain coz we kinda dropped sugar onto the floor, ooops!! hahha... After cooking, we finally ate at 10 pm...in our PJs!! hahah, the food was great!! we even drank coke out of wine glasses...hahah, ashes and i were soo tempted, but we didnt see any good bottles, wasted!! hahaha we ate and gossip and we were soo full!! but it was really great....ashley's cake was heart shaped....it was sooo cute!!! then she decorated it with vanilla icing and whipped cream and strawberries....it was a mess!! haah but it was tooo funny!! hahah the whipped cream melted coz the cake was still hot out of the oven, and the strawberries kept sliding off the cake....hahaha!!! i'll post the picture of the cake when i get it...haahah guess thats the high light of the day...well actually there it was supposed to be girls prelims but it was postponed due to bad weather....sucked!! but other than that, it was okay!!! Happy birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! Labels: happy birthday |
