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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
rant post/ 10:18 AM hey, Oh, i was sooooo angry and pissed off the other day....kinda walked my anger off from dhoby to bugis...well you might say its not THAAAT far, but i beg to differ, everything seems far when ure in freaking heels...it was a good walk off tho... and when i reached bugis, i got into a cab and just sat in the lil smelly and uncomfortable cab, steaming in anger, as in literally, i felt so hot, well not really,more of a like warm feeling all over (bad kinda warm feeling!) and its bad enough that i was already angry, the taxi driver took me for a ride! (not that sex kinda ride....ewww gross) he took me all the way to kallang, then paya lebar the durian street there and then went one whole freaking round just to get to my place...oh the frustration i felt....FUCKER! So when we finally reached the stooooopid place, i threw at him the fair and slammed the cab door, well not before i put in a few words of what i thought of him...well an asshole pretty much... and yeah that was it! (pretty much...at least) however, i dun wanna end this post with me bein angry and pissed...well, with regards to the previous post, dinner was awesome!! had chilli crab and cakes for dessert! weeee! after, we headed to clark quay for a girls night out! weeee!  I'M EATING MR. KRAB!!!!! weeeeee Labels: rant post |
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
im back!!!/ 11:18 PM Hey people! its been sooo fucking long since i've blogged and posted a proper post instead of the previous one...hahah i should prolly explain my previous post huh.... hahha okay okay... so the story is i had a fever the past week courtesy of RAM (stoopid ass) who passed me his germy germy germs! And i went to my usual clinic and it seriously took forever for my turn. With a fever of 39.5, i was there in my hoodie and covering up my face with it so i could get some shut eyes. Halfway i woke up to the voice of a very angry FAT CHINESE MAN who kept asking for at least 10mins how much longer it'll take. FUCKING ASSHOLE. people are there sick and having a fever and he's there complaining why it's taking sooooo long. The receptionist finally decided to let him jump queue. WOAH i was fucking pissed at that...i waited an hour for this fucking FAT FAT FAT chinese man to jump queue. if it was a normal day, i would prolly have a lil bit of patience in me to ignore the commotion and go back to sleep. but i was getting pissed with each passing minute and plus i had a fucking high fever. I mumble "FAT YELLOW BASTARD" when he walked passed. UH-OH! hahahha so anyways, he stopped and turned around and asked me what did i just say? and i took the hood off and looked him dead in the eye and said "I SAID THAT YOU ARE A FAT YELLOW BASTARD. while im at it, i'm gonna go on and call you impatient as well, why are you even at the doctors? all the FAT AND LARD getting to you?" Yeap no shit. i was that crazy to say that...blame the fever...hahaha ooopsie....the chinese dood shut up and looked at me with his ever so threatening eyes and just turned and followed the receptionist. After that, i felt a lil better...but then slowly got pissed again coz i waited for a total of 2 fucking hours for my turn to get to see the doctor plus get my meds and get the fuck outta there. on a lighter note! tomorrows my math paper! and the day after is my thermofluid paper! to tell you the truth im not quite that ready for the latter one but oh well, i guess i'll cram everything on friday itself. and after that im freeeeee!!! saturday marks the end of my semester now im just hoping that my attendance don't fuck things up for me! hahah, oh well, anyways i cant wait for holidays (after the fasting period tho, then it'll be more fun!) To all you dood who are having their holidays already....FUCK YOU! hahaha aaah, nice to be back eh? hahhaa    see ya! |
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
stoopid fat chinese man/ 5:45 PM STOOPID FAT CHINESE MAN!!!!!!! Labels: rant post |
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Bathe lah!! SHOWER LAH!!!/ 12:18 PM Afternoon people! I've just finished practical but thats not what im here to talk about today. :) the topic today goes more or less like "WHY THE FUCK DUN YOU PEOPLE BATHE IN THE FUCKING MORNING!?!?!" Helloooooo, if you havent noticed, we are living in a tropical climate and esp singapore being near the equator is freaking hot! and obviously you'll sweat like pig come noon....and still you dun wanna bathe in the morning?! eeeewww gross much! i'm not doing any personal attacks on anyone, but its just freaking gross lah! early in the freking morning and you already smell!?!? gosh thank god i didnt vomit in the bus....the smell was sooo horrible and sour....eeeeeWW EWWW EEEWWW EWWWW EEEEWWW!! Is it soo hard to shower in the morning?? i mean come on, you sleep at night, and skin is shed during sleeping, and you drool, and you i dunnoe what, ejaculate in ur dream i dunnoe! but its gross and you dun wanna shower at least?! fucking gross bastards you are. And the majority race are commonly guilty of this....sorry dood this is the harsh truth, and face it it is true...you guys STINK! and the dood sitting infront of me in the bus this morning was with his girlfriend too...omg! would have thought that the girlfriend wouldnt want to lean on him and shit but nooooo she was all over him! MAJOR GROSS MUCH!i bet she didnt bathe as well....come on lah....take a freaking shower!!!!!! D:< pffft...fucking gross ass people.... anyways on a lighter note....dun i look like an old granny with this protection "goggles"!?!?!  WAHHAHAHA Labels: random post 101, rant post |
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
Hope..what a load of bull/ 12:31 AM Alamak, bloody hell luhh.... After tossing and turning like some maniac on my bed, i finally gave up and decided to just stare at my ceiling and drown myself in the loud post-hardcore music i turned on. Tonight is like every other night, i just surround myself with darkness and just zone out before finally drifting off to sleep... Usually i'll just keep awake and tire myself out so that by the time i lie on my bed i'll just knock out in a few minutes. But not tonight i guess, the usual routine of staring off into space while letting my music blast in my ears but not really listening to it....thinking of...oh well, this and that... Hope a funny word huh? Some believes in it, some don't and some just don't give a shit bout it. Which category do i fall under? hmmm, maybe i do believe in it but then again maybe i don't or maybe i shouldn't even bother hoping, why hope? Hope are for the weak, those that can't and don't do anything about shit...that's why they hope...they don't have the power to control the situation therefore they only hope things turn out for the better...hah ME? I don't hope, if the situation gets better, good then and if it doesn't then i say FUCK IT I dun sit back and just let "FATE/DESTINY" take its course, i make my own destiny...nobody is going to tell me my future is all set and pass me a freaking contract all printed in black and white expecting me to sign it and lay over like a a bitch learning new tricks. Hoping is a waste of time....Why hope when you can try and do something about it? If it doesnt work out, oh well freaking move on then...see? you dun have to fucking hope that the situation will change, you CHANGE IT. "I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom. " I can't agree with this more...Without hoping, you dun expect anything and dun have ridiculous wishful thinking that everything will turn out like that fucking fairy tale ending you watch in movies or read in books. You and I know why its there in the first place, to provide people, who cant handle the fact that the world is a fucked up place with a temporary escape from this world filled with disappointment and darkness... I know some of you may strongly disagree and that i may have pissed certain people off, but oh well this is my blog and this is my opinion, so sue me. When the day comes when a damn human being cant have an opinion of their own...its prolly the day where the C_______ grow big dicks, the B_______ dun smell like shit and MATS (this one i can say) dun think about sex all day...HAH fat chance that happening! P.S : you can assume whatever the blanks are....i did not say it, you were the ones who thought of it Labels: random post 101, rant post, thoughts |
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Monday, March 30, 2009
Sticks and Stones Will Break My Bones?/ 12:44 AM Sticks And Stones Will Break My Bones But Words Will Never Hurt Me And the million dollar question is, WHO IS THE IDIOT WHO CAME UP WITH THIS? Just a few days agos(ahem...) someone said something really hurtful though not to me directly but it still had the power to make me fell really torn apart that someone could and would say that. I know they do not understand but thats another deadly weapon other than words. Ignorance. The world is filled with lots of different people i guess, those who understands, those who don't, and those who don't give a damn. It's best if you come across the first and good ifg you come across the latter but you're damn unlucky if you come across the last one. Coz they'll act like they understand but rarely do. To them, the world revolves around them and ONLY them. Others come second or last and they say words that they know will hurt the other party but dun give a damn bout it. I some times get fed up by these people but most of the time i seize to care, coz caring takes up soo much energy which could be put to good use rather then concerning myself with what people say. Just that sometimes the people you thought as friends says those stuff bout you and it just puts you off balance. IF you cant trust them, then whats the point of being friends in the first place. I keep catching myself wondering that i'll be better off alone without anyone. Don't depend on anyone coz no one is dependable. Depend only on oneself and NEVER ever get too comfortable with someone coz you never know when he/she will let you down. I'm soo sick and tired of this.... Trust...hah...what is it anyway? Labels: emotionally unstable, random post 101, rant post |
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Monday, March 23, 2009
Sticks and stone will break my bones?/ 2:48 PM Sticks And Stones Will Break My Bones But Words Will Never Hurt Me And the million dollar question is, WHO IS THE IDIOT WHO CAME UP WITH THIS? Just a few days agos(ahem...) someone said something really hurtful though not to me directly but it still had the power to make me fell really torn apart that someone could and would say that. I know they do not understand but thats another deadly weapon other than words. Ignorance. The world is filled with lots of different people i guess, those who understands, those who don't, and those who don't give a damn. It's best if you come across the first and good ifg you come across the latter but you're damn unlucky if you come across the last one. Coz they'll act like they understand but rarely do. To them, the world revolves around them and ONLY them. Others come second or last and they say words that they know will hurt the other party but dun give a damn bout it. I some times get fed up by these people but most of the time i seize to care, coz caring takes up soo much energy which could be put to good use rather then concerning myself with what people say. Just that sometimes the people you thought as friends says those stuff bout you and it just puts you off balance. IF you cant trust them, then whats the point of being friends in the first place. I keep catching myself wondering that i'll be better off alone without anyone. Don't depend on anyone coz no one is dependable. Depend only on oneself and NEVER ever get too comfortable with someone coz you never know when he/she will let you down. I'm soo sick and tired of this.... Trust...hah...what is it anyway? Labels: emotionally unstable, random post 101, rant post |
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Monday, March 9, 2009
AWOL!! MUCH/ 6:57 PM Tired...SOOOOO tired... Hey guys, i'm soooo dead beat right now. I've been up most nights(like i've never done that since i was on break...but this is different) looking through documents after documents. Sounds serious huh? Well, IT IS!!! I've been typing out some(MOST) documents for my dad ever since i stopped school while waiting for poly to start. So anyhow, there's been some MAJOR, MAJOR, MAJOR error about all of the documents...(Stoopid MOFOs) So anyhow, i've been attending "meetings" cause they need to make sure that I know what the errors are so that i can correct them ASAP. WTF LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *mumbles* I better get paid EXTRA man.... Okay so i've been looking through all the documents and also attending this stoopid "meetings" where i seriously feel like a small kid in a room full of old-almost-dying son of a biatches. All that i'm thankful for is that, this is all NOT MY FAULT Nyehehehehe I only typed out the documents given to me dood, the errors are made by some idiot who i guess about now is getting it from everyone. However, due to HIS/HER mistakes, I have to freaking suffer for it coz i have to sit in a room filled with OLD AND DYING PEOPLE!!!! BORING MUCH!! Anywho, some are quite nice to me, but the rest can just go and die lah! Okay i'm sorry, i didn't realise that i was venting, hahah Since i'm ashamed for having vent to all you people out there, i shall end my unsual post here. P.S: I need sleep P.P.S: This is freaking causing me to have eye bags.. P.P.P.S: Someone is going to die... |
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
urgh/ 10:43 PM I WANT TO HIT SOMEONE Labels: rant post |
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urgh/ 12:05 AM NEW HAIRCUT!!! Yeap YEAP, i got a haircut! And i actually like it! usually i despise my new haircut coz it will take some tme to get used to the ugliness but well, i like my new look from the start, well not when the person blow dried my hair (SHE DID IT WRONG!) but when i came home and blow dry my hair straight! But this post it not really about my new haircut, thats just a lil FYI section for you people... the MAIN reason i'm bloggin right now is coz i've not been myself lately, i don't know why, I feel very angry and can't be bothered most of the time, well i'm usually like that what with this permanent frown engraved onto my face, but its a lil different now, i feel that way towards those i love as well, my best buddies, my family... I don't know, right now i just have zero tolerance and i get irritated/annoyed very easily. it sucks. To kinda feel hate ( i cant find a much mellower word...sry) towards/for the ones you love. I feel like i'm being controlled when no one is controlling me. I feel like i'm being surpressed by everything. Maybe its coz i've not been going out alot. Maybe its coz all my pent up emotions. Maybe its coz of THE FREAKING GOD DAMNED WORLD!!! I don't know what to make of it. I just feel like shit right now. I do not know how to describe what i'm feeling. Now i constantly feel the heaviness in my chest and its hard to breathe. Even when i try to relax and lie down i still feel a lil uneasy and that heavy feeling will come crawling back into my chest. I just don't know what to think or feel anymore, its like the harder i try to forget about it or suppress my emotions, the harder it hits me. Let me put it simply, when you fill a bottle with something up till the brim, and you keep filling it in, trapping it in sooner or later the bottle is gonna crack. DAT is how i feel right now. I just cant fucking deal with this right now. And after all this, what makes me more depressed... I sound EMO, FUCK. PS : I. AM. NOT. FUCKING. PMS-ING. Labels: random post 101, rant post |
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
BLARGH!!!/ 9:44 PM I AM SO UBER NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( Labels: rant post |
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Thursday, October 2, 2008
STUPID IT!/ 6:52 PM hey people. okay, this is going to be a rant post so now you're warned. Stay and read if you want, i dun really care. And everytime you see me say "FFFFFF...." that means i'm cursing. Okay, here i am to complain about....... JENG JENG JENG!!! My STUPID (FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF) younger couzin. and her name is nafisah...stupid piece of OOPPS! I swear i just wanna take a bat and smash her head with it. (now you must be thinking what IT did to make me hate IT sooo sooo sooo much, and also maybe that ITis not as bad as i make IT to be. Well, WRONG! She is such a spoilt brat!! stupid!! she like those small act cute kids who are not cute. Those kids who talk alot to make themselves seem smart but actually not. Those kids who tells on you. Those kids who make up lies to get you into trouble. Those kids who is two faced. AND SHE IS ONLY 7 years old!! STUPID *#@&$&) Okay, so she really pissed me off during hari raya yesterday with all her affing *witty* questions. BODOH NAK MAMPOS!! so let me recap for you what happened.... *Fades off into memory* so everything was fine and dandy until IT came. *Give evil look* she kept asking me questions and making stupid accusations. FUCKTARD. (haahh, i feel so much better noe that i've said it.) Kak meera, you and abang haziq boyfriend and girlfriend arr?...eee No, don't be stupid.*sigh* Kak meera, why you wear eyeliner? so thick, not nice I wear eyeliner coz i'm stylish and fashionable. Unlike, you who is still small and stupid to be fashionble. *sigh* Kak meera, you got boyfriend arr? confirm got right.. Yah, i got alot of boyfriend. Jealous arr..you have right...*sigh* EEEE, no i dun have. I not jealous. EEE kak meera got alot of boyfriends!! yeah, that just proofs how pretty i am. But you, well, you're ugly thats why you have no boyfriend! hahaha! *points finger* NO! i prettier that you...see my hair also soft... Yeah...right...your mirror broken arr? and your hair soft but ugly for what? hahaha, ugly.. No, i not ugly! GUYS!! (calls other couzins) kak meera got alot of boyfriends (couzins enter at this point) haha, yah guys, i got lots of boyfriends. At least i'm not lesbian like her. haha (everyone laughs and walks off) KAk meera soo mean... Yah, i'm mean. Deal with it. Can you shut up now? No, my teacher say asking questions is good for learning. And she say i'm smart! *grins grins* OH REALLY?!? (sacarstic tone) Well, is that what she thaught you? to ask questions? YAH! OOOHHH, well, i think she forgot to teach you one more important lesson. What? what? what? She forgot to teach you how to SHUT UP! (i then walked off into the living room where all the makciks2 are. I'd rather listen to their stupid gossips then listen to the stupid act-cute act-smart COUZIN, what a pity, of mine) She followed me eveywhere. But after that, she wleft me alone. THANK GOD!!!!! anyways, for those of you still celebrating, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!! Labels: rant post |
