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Friday, May 16, 2008
Npcc...i'm gonna miss it man...*sigh*/ 9:57 PM Hey, this here is gonna be a bitter sweet post. Well, today was the sec 4s last official training and from next friday training onwards, we wont be taking part anymore...its all the the sec 3s now. In a way, i'm gonna miss Np and the friends i made there. I know i'll still see them and stuff but its just not the same. Np has really taught me alot for the past 3 years and ++ months. I know i've slacked in the beginning of Np but from sec 3 onwards i was really into it coz its my last chance to show that i could lead. I'm soo gonna miss all the hard time we went through together, all the fun and happy times. I'm gonna miss everything! Esp Campcraft! Even though i spent hours and hours in the sun, the bond created and the prize was really worth it. Campcraft is seriouly gonna me one of my many bitter sweet memories in Tk NPCC 08. Commanding and instructing a squad has really been tough but i feel that i've done the best and have no regrets. I know i can be very bitchy or scary or fierce most of the times but well with responsibility, comes great sacrifice. I'm not really the scary type, just retarded but to be in charge of a squad and for the performance of the squad to be reflected back at you, i had to be serious. So I wanna say i'm sorry if i've hurt anyones feelings or have been mean( i know i have) so i'm really really sorry. To my sec 2s, i know i've been strict most of the times...it is because i know you guys can do soo much better but you guys are not showing your abilities and what you're capable off. Thats why i pushed you. So i'm sorry if there's any hard feeling between us but what's done is done. You'll understand when you become an NCO and are incharge of a squad. My last message you you guys is that, i know you guys can do it, so show everyone else and prove that you can be the squad that will bring Np proud. To my sec 3s, i've taken you guys last year and i can see that you guys got the potential to lead and to be a good leader. So my advice is to not let postings come i the way of you friendship. Np is all about teamwork and there is no room for I in NP. So work together and make NP a much better CCA in TK. I also want you guys to know that i believe in you guys. Will miss you guys alot! Lastly but certainly not the least, to all my dearest squadmates. This is the end of the journey for us in Np. but a new beginning for all off us coz we're leaving TK soon. Being in a squad with you guys has been the best experience ever in the whole of my Np life. Eventhough we fought and disagree, it was the fun and carefree times that i'd really miss alot. When we used to work together to be the best squad ever. But sadly, power made us break apart. We cared too much about our posts and didnt realise what it costed us, our friendship, our pride, our name. But what is done is done. All we can do is learn from our mistakes. However, if given the chance, i would still have sticked with the same squad. I'll miss you guys. ALOT! Well, enough with the sappy bit...Soo anyhow! I hope you guys will do NP proud! and here is a vid clip of the last NP training. HAHA ENJOY!! (this is one of my cadets performing his signature move! My side! hahha) (a pair doing mocca ads on the Mr macho man thingy...hahaha) God!! i'm sooooooo gonna miss NP!!! booohoooo :( Labels: NPCC, sappy shit |
