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Monday, October 26, 2009
Run/ 8:11 PM omg...i am soo freaking bored to death right now...and i guess nows just one of those periods in ure life where you feel everything is like shit...ugh... Im soo lazy to go to school, im soo lazy to care bout it, im soo lazy to do anything actually.... i dun wanna do it anymore and pretend that i care! im sooo sick of all the pretenses and all the shit. I wanna go out, i dun wanna stay at home. I wanna live my life the way i want to and not how someone think i SHOULD live my life like. I wanna get far faraway from here. I wanna run and never look back. I wanna have the freedom to be me and never have to be afraid of someone taking that away from me. I wanna grow up as fast as possible, i wanna get my own place, i wanna run. When will all this stop? never. How long much longer can i take it? not much longer. Will i go crazy if i pretend that this is not happening? yes. Do i wanna leave everything behind and just runtill my legs can not carry me any futher? definitely. What do you want? to be free. I dunnoe how much longer i can take all this crap and not have a serious mental meltdown. I'm sooo fucking sick of it all.....I wanna run! "We're running to the edge of the world. Running, running away. We're running to the edge of the world. I don't know if the world will end today." Labels: emotionally unstable |
