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Thursday, November 26, 2009
boredom strikes!/ 10:11 AM I'm in school now....gosh soooo fucking boring waithing here for my group mates to arrive....well i do have to say i am early.....well very early in fact....had to do make up lesson for HIP HOP! hehehe and of all days, i picked today to make up, we did crunches, push ups and tensing reps after reps of it....booo :( and we learned popping hahhaha....well alls not that bad coz steph was there to my surprise hahah Any who....i am seriously soooo sleepy....and im hungry :( I want the macs chicken teppanyaki burger with coke and SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES!!! OMG YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they brought it back!!! heeeeee i are sooo happeh....sorry if im not making sense coz im just randomly typing whatever that comes to mind right now...YES IM THAT BORED!!!!!!!! now i crave macs....and a tinsy winsy bit of durian...i know WEIRD right...of all things i crave durian...and know if i do get it i would only eat like 1 small one just to satisfy my craving....come to think of it i have not eaten durian for 1 year plus i think.... :( Oh today i have presentation which i DID NOT prepare for...heee! im just gonna ramble shit off the top of my head. Can one lah...im that good a bullshitter...HEEEEE!!! BTW MY HAIR IS SHORT NOW!!!! PIC OF IT BELOOOOOWWW!!!  Labels: random post 101 |
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
beauty?/ 12:18 AM You know what? Ever since i could remember, i was taught or more like brought up thinking that the outer layer of a person is all that matters (besides money that is...but thats not the point here). How good looking a person is or your partner is determines how happy you'll be. And ever since i could remember, that has been a set standard for me, never date a guy any less then what i expect. So to say it bluntly, i've never dated a guy just for their personality, solely for their looks. Yeah, i know that sounds horrible, it sounds down right shallow and typical. And yeah i agree with all that as well. Society has brainwashed us into making us think in one way and only one way. Hot, get him. Not, dump him. Since we were young, we grow up with posters, billboards, tv commercials, media all around us showing beautiful, handsome girls and guys, an impossible, unachievable beauty. And with that, our mindset of what is beautiful and what is not, what is happiness and love is has been set by these exact medias all around us. We see the fashion world, with all the pretty clothes, awesome accessories and amidst all this, we see the stick skinny models strutting up and down the runway. And with this, the perception of beauty in peoples eyes differs as well. Being stick skinny, something which is unnaturally skinny is now beautiful. And people trying to be "beautiful" will go to the extent of starving themselves and vomiting after every meal to achieve that stick skinny body. Is this really what beauty is? to go against nature, to hurt and torment urself to achieve what the media say is beautiful. That is just an example of what the media and society has done to us. Brain draining us to think what they want us to think. to believe what they want us to believe. Not have our own perception or opinion. And its hard to break out of this cycle because we've grown up believing it. I, myself testify to this. Even though i realize what is going on, even though i protest against this. Hate it, i just find my mind wandering back to what i first said. Is beauty really the route to happiness? Would i be alot happier if my partner was hot, handsome? And every time i catch myself wondering this, i hate myself as well. I'm happy with where i am, what i have. Why must i wonder of what it would be like if i had more. Beauty fades, over time you grow old and that once pretty/handsome face would be scarred with wrinkles indication and a reminder of time and how much of it has passed. Yeah we have botox, plastic surgery but how long and how much would that help?? Would we want to be hiding under a layer of plastic for the rest of our lives? Well, the answers to those questions is something each of us would have to face one way or another. |
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
fever be gone!!!/ 8:40 PM hey people, ugh i've not been going to school for the past what? 3 days....omg... i have a really bad headache and fever. And the sad thing is i still dun feel well after 3 days!!! my heads still pounding and my temperature still high, well actually higher then before. fuck you fever! tomorrows also my hip hop class and i'd have to miss this and make up for it some other time...prolly what? next thursday morning, since thats the only free slot i have. boooo i hate getting sick....im sooo sooo behind class.....and at this rate i'll prolly fail this sem! OOOHHH NOOO!! HATE HATE HATE!!!!! UGH! Labels: hate |
