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Sunday, June 15, 2008
new blogskin and love for drama/ 3:37 PM Hello people!! I've finally change my blogskin! I got bored with the previous one..but i did save it incase i get bored of the current one...hahah Well, i still wanted the old/vintage feeling so that the reason for this blogskin...And also it was kinda dark...so i liked it the moment i laid eyes on it... Usually, i'd choose a nice, bright and happy kinda feel...but like what nad said, I choose my blogskins according to my mood...so now you kinda know what mood i'm in...no not sad...just dark and deep...i felt like this ever since i read this book...i dunnoe why but whatever... Its about love, unrequited love, about murder, betrayal, lies, deciet and a lil bit of occult, protocols and rules...Stayed up till 3 am coz i couldnt seem to stop reading and continue the next day... Yeap the book is damn good....And the setting was in the medival times thus you can imagine carriages, horses, butlers, huge mansions, old scary cemetary, dark lakes, candle lit rooms, mystery. and everytime i read a book i imagine that i'm in that era or even one of the characters (usually the heroin...duh!) but sometimes the bad guy, i know weird right...hahha i'll also feel what the character's feeling sometimes get too caught up in it and actually believe i'm THAT person..(ahhaha, i have really good imagination btw) Sometimes when reading, i dun notice my surroundings and i'll jerk awake from the trance that i'm in... Kinda scary sometimes for me...but i just love the feeling of being another person...not that i dun like myself, but once in a while it's nice to step into another's shoes.... HAHA!! i know it sounds ridiculous, but the conclusion i came to is that i LOVE acting and this is one of the way i can do it in the confines of my own room where it's private and no one can critic or judge how good or bad i act... You can blame the actress in me...I love drama, i've loved it since i was 5 yrs old...ever since i joined that drama class, i knew what i want to do...but in Singapore, you cannot succeed with such pitiful excuse of an occupation...so i've resigned to act for fun, for pleasure and nothing more... Well, as long as i could do the thing i love, it's okay with me even if i dun do it for a living... haha, enough about my love for acting and drama...now i wanna ask, do you have a really strong feeling for something...you know those gut wrenching feeling and at the same time those estatic feeling...if you do, then most probably you know how i feel...hahah drama, one of my first love.. XOXO you know you love me |
