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Wednesday, December 3, 2008
my dream!/ 7:15 PM Hey!!! okay, since i submitted this emo post previously, haha, i'll submit sth different this time! I'm gonna tell you this weird dream i had! okay, so lemme tell you in a story like kinda way... *bubbles into trance* So here i was in my room, alone, on a rainy night. My parents had left singapore for their holiday and i was stuck in my big,old house/mansion alone. Being a paranoid teenager that i was, i checked and re-checked all the locks, windows and doors that could be found in my house. Satisfied that everything was secured and that i was safe from whatever form of evil out there, I decided that I deserved a nice, hot bubble bath. As i entered my bathroom, i heard a knock coming from my window (and my room is on the 3rd story btw...freaky!!) Obivously, like any other normal teenager whose residing alone in a big, old house/mansion would be freaked. I slowly walked towards my window and peeked out into the darkness, it was blurry due to the rain that kept pouring down like waterfall on my window. However, the blurriness didnt hinder me and out in the garden below, i saw a dark figure standing and staring up. I didnt know for certain whether he was looking at me at all. For all i know, he could have had his back to me. I must be seeing things I closed my eyes and opened them again, sure enough, the dark figure was no longer there. I then cautiously closed my curtains making sure there was no gaps between the curtains, i even took a few clothes pin to pin together the curtains. So that no way in hell could i see out and vice versa. By the time i finished pinning the curtains together, i figured i was now too lazy for the bubble bath i planned to reward myself with and got ready for bed instead. In my monkey PJs (dun ask..), i switched off the lights and ran as quickly as i could across the room and buried myself under my blanket. Seconds turned into minutes and i still couldnt sleep. I toss and turned to find the most comfortable position so i could finally fall asleep. Eventually, i got into a comfy position and was on my way to dreamland. However, just as soon as i closed my eyes, i heard laboured breaths near my left ear. I jumped out of bed and ran across the room and turned on the switch. When the room was washed with light, i took deep breaths and said to myself "Meera, there is no one in your room. Stop letting your imaginations get the best of you. There's absolutely no on in your room. Now, your gonna switch off the light and go to bed." I tired to reassure myself. So i did it, i switched off the lights. Before i could even take a step towards my bed, a deep, smooth voice came from behind me and it said "Are you sure?" I suddenly blanked out. *bubbles into reality* okay that was it before i woke up. Scary man...of course the dream was longer, but i cut it short so that i wont really bore you people! hahha cool dream huh!?!? hahahha Labels: drama, random post 101 |
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
new blogskin and love for drama/ 3:37 PM Hello people!! I've finally change my blogskin! I got bored with the previous one..but i did save it incase i get bored of the current one...hahah Well, i still wanted the old/vintage feeling so that the reason for this blogskin...And also it was kinda dark...so i liked it the moment i laid eyes on it... Usually, i'd choose a nice, bright and happy kinda feel...but like what nad said, I choose my blogskins according to my mood...so now you kinda know what mood i'm in...no not sad...just dark and deep...i felt like this ever since i read this book...i dunnoe why but whatever... Its about love, unrequited love, about murder, betrayal, lies, deciet and a lil bit of occult, protocols and rules...Stayed up till 3 am coz i couldnt seem to stop reading and continue the next day... Yeap the book is damn good....And the setting was in the medival times thus you can imagine carriages, horses, butlers, huge mansions, old scary cemetary, dark lakes, candle lit rooms, mystery. and everytime i read a book i imagine that i'm in that era or even one of the characters (usually the heroin...duh!) but sometimes the bad guy, i know weird right...hahha i'll also feel what the character's feeling sometimes get too caught up in it and actually believe i'm THAT person..(ahhaha, i have really good imagination btw) Sometimes when reading, i dun notice my surroundings and i'll jerk awake from the trance that i'm in... Kinda scary sometimes for me...but i just love the feeling of being another person...not that i dun like myself, but once in a while it's nice to step into another's shoes.... HAHA!! i know it sounds ridiculous, but the conclusion i came to is that i LOVE acting and this is one of the way i can do it in the confines of my own room where it's private and no one can critic or judge how good or bad i act... You can blame the actress in me...I love drama, i've loved it since i was 5 yrs old...ever since i joined that drama class, i knew what i want to do...but in Singapore, you cannot succeed with such pitiful excuse of an occupation...so i've resigned to act for fun, for pleasure and nothing more... Well, as long as i could do the thing i love, it's okay with me even if i dun do it for a living... haha, enough about my love for acting and drama...now i wanna ask, do you have a really strong feeling for something...you know those gut wrenching feeling and at the same time those estatic feeling...if you do, then most probably you know how i feel...hahah drama, one of my first love.. XOXO you know you love me |
